brandybear
There is an obvious attraction to the path of least resistance...
The night I didn't....
Tonight, my neighbor Jocelyn came over. She sat on my couch and told me her boyfriend was next door shooting coke.
Tonight, we sat, together on my couch and we didn't get high.
Tonight we talked about all of the bad times, not all of the good ones.
Tonight we chain smoked and fidgeted and craved, and talked through it all.
Tonight we shared all of our secrets with eachother.
Tonight I looked at her, and saw myself.
Tonight I felt the need, I felt my stomach flutter and my heart speed up with want, again.
Tonight I sat through all of this, and I didn't get high.
Tonight I won.
I'll deal with tomorrow when it comes....
actual results may vary
Just stopping in
Chose to stick around
- mom had a severe case of sundowning last night...not recognizing her environment or people...
... Quietdrive - Time After Time (Cyndi Lauper Cover)
- Lying in my bed, I hear the clock tick, And think of...
... - I'm going with my first response, that the Republicans are trying to win over...
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strength